internecinus: deadly hindrances:a delay my frustrations and complications....

Sunday, April 06, 2003

 
i didnt know i came so far
i didnt know i traveled to your star
and found a place to call home
a home with you all alone
not knowing how long everything would last
i held on to you and let go of the past
i watched as you stared deeply into my eyes
and pondered whether or not these words were all lies
but i let you in and relished in your lips
not deciphering whether or not all you wanted was between my hips
each kiss each moment i accepted as bliss
not creating questioins not accepting truths
the only thing i wanted to accept fully was you
but now i'm taking steps into another direction
not knowing if your wanting me to share with you all my convictions
i dont know if you want this as much as me
so i've promised to hold back and not let you completely see
it was too much soon the last time
so i'll hold back my heart as much as i can
enough to let me love you, enough to let you go
bc i promised myself id never get hurt by you again
and a promise is a promise, til the very end